My IRL name is Jesse, but most know me as Exlucis in World of Warcraft.

This is Exlucis, proud member of Eff the Ineffable, is a proud Draenei Shadow Priest.  He’s joined by Exaestus, a fine Shaman.  Both reside on Azuremyst.  I also am a proud member of Avengers of Azeroth on Ursin, hosting my Warlock Extenebris and a newbie Hunter Exlukiss.  I am working on making a baby Horde Exlucis, but those details are yet to be determined.

I “fiddle” with League of Legends, but I mostly talk about World of Warcraft and myself.  Get it?  Fiddle, as in Fiddlesticks… No?

Why anxiety?

Because I suffer from it.  After being diagnosed with clinical anxiety or anxiety disorder or whatever you want to call it, I now take anti-anxiety medication to keep myself balanced.  If I did not, I would be finding ways to release serotonin into my brain, which was mostly limited to punching myself in the face.

I wish I was joking.

But now I am a bit more balanced, and I am using my brain the way it was meant to be used.  I am more thoughtful, more considerate, and more loving than I ever have been, and I don’t need to abuse unhealthy substances to feel that way.

Why so personal?

Because I have this blog to give myself a voice, to track my thoughts and feelings as I work to better myself.  I also want to use this as a platform to meet new people and make new friends.  I am shy and somewhat reserved about trusting people, and though I realize people won’t come to me, I am hoping that if I open myself up a bit, people will want to get to know me more.  Desperately, what I want more out of this, is to make new friends.